The atmosphere in the group on Friday was really thoughtful and the amount of focus was incredible. There was a lot of excitement at handling and looking at Bolton Museums` collections. They brought about a lot of conversations and so the group felt like a lovely space to share experiences and feelings, which initially began with the collections. People were drawn to similar objects; the coral, cone shell and wing, which brought about amazing patterns all completely different to one another of course.
Group members shared their in the moment experience, which I always find difficult to do in the actual moment. One participant shared their uncomfortable feelings around the activity and their “needing to know” exactly what was expected. She shared that it felt “too vague.” I reminded her that it was up to her how she interpreted creating patterns from the objects and that there was no right or wrong way just her way. She was able to link her feeling with past events. She sat with the uncomfortable feeling until her drawing seemed to become freer and she expressed, “I know what I`m doing now, i feel relaxed.” As a group we recognised the importance of warming up creatively, which this lady had missed and it reaffirmed how important it is for me and when working with a group.
‘I can write all about non-verbal art experience, but you won`t know the reality of what you can experience with art unless you use the material in your own way and for yourself.’ Janie Rhyne, 1973.
This quote feels apt; I am struggling with the balance of too many instructions or not enough. Different people have differing levels of what makes them feel comfortable, so how to get the level right? I think my conclusion at the moment is if I leave enough space for the group member to interpret there will inevitably be some uncomfortable feelings, but if this is worked through the impact could be immense.
Another group member shared that for him the process we went through (lots of broken down tasks), allowed him to create a Mandala that he did not need to think about! He`d done the working out and it was able to flow out of him. His Mandala felt particularly balanced and we wondered how it would look on another day when he was feeling differently.
